Journey to the End of My Life

I want to take a journey to the end of my life,
Cause I just want to see what it's like,
Am I loved or am I hated?
Am I famous?
Or normal?
I want to take a journey to the end of my life,
So I can see what it's like.

I'll Love You Forever

I’m sitting on my bed, the rain bashing against my already crappy window, thinking about the past. My dead boy friend that I’ll never get over no matter how much I try. I lay my head on my pillow, when my phone rings, I answer.
“Hello?” then suddenly, I feel a tug behind my gut, and I don’t know exactly, but I guess I was pulled into my phone. I felt a little like a ghost, and then I looked to where I was, I was on a date with James, little did I know it was going to be my last. We were inside the little Starbucks a few blocks away from the university, it was five years ago, I was only 20.
“Aly, lets run away, get away from all this crap, live a life together in Spain or Italy!” James said enthusiastically.
“I don’t know… I really want to major in photography and writing…” truly, I was afraid of what my parents would say.
“It doesn’t matter, we can teach each other, and learn from each other,” James was all for adventure. I leaned in to kiss him when suddenly his eyes rolled up into his head, the Starbucks lights started to flicker, everything felt as cold as ice, I was scared, no, terrified.
Then James started to speak in a kind of way Seers do in books when there telling a prophecy or something: “LEAVE ALY, YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE WHEN THE DARK LORD COMES HE WILL TRY TO KILL YOU, YOU HAVE THE BLOOD HE NEEDS, THE BLOOD IN YOUR VEINS, YOU MUST RUN NOW! YOU MAY LIVE IF YOU LEAVE ME TO BE HIS SLAVE FOREVER AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN.”
“NO! I’m not going to leave you here for this dark lord guy come on!” I tried pulling his arm, but he wouldn’t budge. Then a red mist started swirling in the middle of the café, I held on to James, I didn’t want to let him go, “Stupid girl, you should not have done that, you have no where to run!” this guys voice was raspy.
Then suddenly James left his trance and came back, he shouted, “Leave her alone!” after that all I can remember is that I fell unconscious and I woke up in the hospital, I asked where James was, and I got the most horrible news. My gut pulled me back out of my phone.
Then a voice said, “Aly, run, he’s coming again, and I’m not here to protect you… Run…” it was like James’s voice.
A red mist swirled I saw a knife, a light, and blacked out. I’m dead, but with James forever more.

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My Clover

As I walk outside,
I see my breath in the frosty air.
As I go up a hill,
A minty lime color catches my eye.
I stop and kneel down and take a closer look,
It's a four leaf clover.
My favriote kind,
The wind is blowing my hair in my face.
I finish walking to skool,
When I'm walking home my clover is gone.
While i finish my walk home I see a little girl holding
My clover out to me,
I told her to keep it.
She needs it more then me.
She looks up,
Thanks me,
Then walks away.
I did the right thing giving her that special clover,
It was hard to do,
But it made her happy.

Typing

Clack, clack, clack.
my fingers run across the keyboard,
they type rapidly.
my imagination keeps growing and growing,
more and more pages appear.
more lines.
more words.
more paragraphs.
appearing out of thin air..

That Should Be me

That should be me,
Standing right there,
Holding your hand,
Buying you gifts,
Making you laugh,
I am so sad,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
I can't go on,
Until you believe me,
That, that should be me,
Standing right there,
Helping you when your down,
And thats why I feel that, that should be me.

My Love & My Hate

When I look at you,
I see my life.
My love,
My hate.
But then you left,
And threw it all away.
You left me for her,
But does she love you like I loved you.
When she looks in your eye's the only thing she see's is her reflection.
When she left you,
You came back to me.
But all I said was,
"You left me, so why should I help you get back on your feet?"
I'm better now,
I've realized that your not the one for me.
And that he'll come in time

My Love Is Lost

i had you,
then i lost you.
it took more than i had to ask you to go out with me,
but you destroyed it,
you destroyed my heart.
i don't want to hate you,
we wont end up in disaster.
but if we did,
i would help you back up in time.
i don't want you to leave me,
it will take me a while to repair.
but we can still be friends,
i hope...

I'm Right Here

life is just starting when you realize the tiny details,
if you just breeze through life without thought,
then you don't know whats going on around you.
you can miss a flower blooming right in front of you,
well right now,
i'm in front of you,
so see me.

A Different Me

is a breeze just a breeze?
sometimes it can carry change,
or a sweet scent.
for me, it carries the salty scent of sea.
my favorite thing.
I'm not any ordinary person,
neither are you,
if you can find what you love,
then you can find your path.

No Thoughts

I cant think.
I'm stuck in my own thoughts.
I'm swimming in my own troubles and i can't get out.
i wish I could though,
then I could tell everyone how I feel.
then I wouldn't feel so alone.
I wouldn't feel so stuck.

Keep Holding On

you should keep holding,
no matter what happens.
you keep holding on,
your friends are there to help when your stuck.
they're there to help you.
when your afraid,
sad,
scared,
trapped,
in need of help.
they're there for you.
so just keep holding on.

A Different Me

a different side of me is what you need to see,
you all know the day to day me.
but you haven't seen the many sides of me,
i wanna be a...
rock star,
a super hero,
a fashion designer,
a photo journalist,
ME!

Dancing Here With You

I want this to last forever,
These moments here with you,
And everyone else.
But the most impotrant thing is you,
I wanna make this one right.
I've messed up so many times,
This ones gotta be right.
Let's set the stage and let the reacords play,
Until Saturday,
Gotta make this one right.
We wont sleep until three in the morning,
And the song we hear is the real thing,
And it feels like were living the dream tonight,
Were gonna make this one right.